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Somberness


Time is set,it moves and it sings.It cries in silence in hopes to be heard.Darkness settles around our dreams with nothing but good intention.It is only misunderstood as ominous because we can’t see through its shield.Impending away the unnecessary the darkness fights to actually show us what is important as we lie awake in the depths of our dreams;conserving us from the distractions we all tend to give our focus.
I see you standing there in a doorway reaching out to anything you can get your grasp on,waving, flailing,trying your hardest to not fall in the abyss of the unknown and the too good to be true.I then see all things being projected toward you, hurrying and fleeing to your side to save you now.The darkness begins to envelop my surroundings as far as the eye can see, growing stronger more full of nothing and seeming more ominous. I fight to stead my focus only to you,enhancing my speed of the walk trying to still remain calm through my thundering heart.Everything was shooting toward you, but you wouldn't grab hold…You latched on to me with your eyes and looked as if you would never let go.Regrettably I stopped.Only for a moment, but I stopped.I felt it was a trap,why would you only be waiting for me despite all the wonderful things trying to get hold of you?The Darkness scared me,the darkness threatened me. Not you,your eyes never left me but I couldn't focus on you because of the uncertainty behind the intentions of the darkness.
Again I stopped,but this time I took a step back. The light between you was getting narrower for the darkness was growing stronger.I could feel my breaths shorten as you continued to reach for me, praying not to fall further.I wanted to get to you,I just wasn't strong enough.It felt like the darkness was growing the closer I came to you.Rather than facing it and you at the end I began to retreat back to what I knew while trying my hardest to not focus on your eyes penetrating my mind,and your hand prying open my heart. I retreated watching the darkness subside,I retreated.I was okay,as I came out of distance of you;I told myself you were okay simply to destroy any chance of guilt. I was almost free until I heard a faint song of something familiar, something I once kept locked in my soul.I began inching toward it searching deliberately for what it could be.Louder it grew,louder and more clear,it began touching my heart,through spots of wet yellow paint, splintered wood,and broken glass I continued on, paying no attention to the darkness continuing to devour my instant surroundings. The sound,the familiar singing in my head seemed to be entreating me to come back.I began to run;I began to run toward it through the last bit of light fighting through the darkness until I felt like I was flying.It was you again… but this time you were trapped behind the things trying to help you.I heard the faint memory once more, but this time it was coupled by the movement of your lips. Through the deepest reserves of my memory you had come back imploring me to make it to you through the nonsense. Fighting through the fear I came to you and without a hesitant thought or a wasted glance at the surrounding darkness I began bloodying myself pulling away the destruction that kept me from you; the pieces of once good things that kept you from me. Feeling nothing for myself but solely for you I felt your still outstretched hand graze my fingertip and the blood left with your touch. Understanding that with you I was unstoppable I broke through sacrificing the last piece of me to be once again with you. You free,I fallen,you picked me up, piecing all of me back together. Penetrating my eyes you were the last thing I saw as the darkness encompassed us and immediately ceased to exist.
Loosening your clutch from my head to your heart did we then notice it was only you and I. With no sign of the destruction of the struggle from before, we were all that was left. It was just the two of us alone in a vast room filled with all of our dreams to last for an eternity and beyond.

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